This is Why I Write

March 24, 2009

This is Why I Write

                       

to save the breath within me

the one that will soon join a company of breaths become

fog voice       robin warble       the blues

sifting through a cracked kitchen window

 

I write to savor the breath that is still mine

but borrowed               who knows

how deep air’s roots tap

who had it before me

who is holding onto the same tether

holding their breath, too

 

will I fail to get it all down        get it all out       exhale to the core

of course I will

 

will I dream by day

above traffic

within the chaos of children circling my shins

like gullible fish

dream by night

                                    the pillow’s slack-spot cradling a brain

that plots too much

 

I cannot help but do it       

like habit                     like a good drug

that sustains me no matter that mostly

my breath hovers above

a blank page.

 

For the VoiceCatcher Collective… for the great creative prompt!

A couple of nice things to annouce…

The 2008 New Letters Readers Award, runner-up in poetry was given to my poem “Ultrasound.”

And The Edible Communities’ 2009 EDDY Award, runner-up for Best Last Page, went to Edible Portland for my poem “Recipe,” which they printed so sweetly with a sprig of dill behind it.  (“Recipe” was also published in Alimentum).  Edible Portland received 2 first and 6 second place honors… such an amazing and necessary group and publication.